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Winter 2003

I still am
despite this
with this
fighting this
under this
molded
burned
touched
taught
humbled by this
uninvited illness
engraved upon my life
not yet named
not yet understood
I still am
here
loving
laughing
feeling
thinking
creating
dreaming
enduring
I still am
a soul born into an
awesome, mysterious
wonderful and sometimes
cruel and unjust world
Despite this
with this
under this
fighting this
humbled by this
I still am
and I will not
give up

Kerry Ryan-Kuhn, Idaho

 

“Before CFIDS, I worked as a teacher, but since becoming ill I have not been able to work outside my home. My symptoms are severe and incredibly unpredictable in timing. I have turned to art — at home and at my own pace — and am now in the midst of building a small business selling my mosaic art work. I have the time and patience that it takes to create mosaics with little pieces of old dishes and tile.”